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Craft Meets Clinician

by Midnight Freemason Guest Contributor
Bro.Steve Leapman


The following discussion originated at South Bend, IN’s Council Oak # 745 in DEC 2019. The compiler of this Lodge Education delivered ”On Yonder Book” at a Master Mason’s Raising. Parallels between themes revealed here and the work of Dr. Erik Erikson are distinct. Both psychoanalyst and Craft poetry address human growth phases from womb to tomb. The reader is directed to two sources as we commence:

https://counsellingtutor.com/eriksons-stages-of-human-development/   and

https://www.simplypsychology.org/erik-erikson.html (Dr. Saul McLeod)

Erikson delineates eight stages through which a healthy individual develops during life.

  • Stage 1: Trust versus Mistrust

  • Stage 2: Autonomy versus Shame and Doubt

  • Stage 3: Initiative versus Guilt

  • Stage 4: Industry versus Inferiority

  • Stage 5: Ego Identity versus Role Confusion

  • Stage 6: Intimacy versus Isolation

  • Stage 7: Generativity versus Stagnation

  • Stage 8: Ego Integrity versus Despair

Optional Charge for The Master Mason Degree:

1: 

In Mason’s Lodge with darkened eyes / With cable tow about me, I swore to hale all mysteries, / That Masons keep, and Masons prize, All brothers’ secrets whispered low, / All words they speak, all things they do, In Mystic manner taught me.


On yonder Book that Oath I took, / And will I break it? Never! But stand by this, and this, and this, / Forever and forever. (Giving D-G and S. on the step of E.A. Degree)

2:

I swore to answer and obey, / All summons sent me duly, By Brothers’ hand or Lodge array, / I swore that would never stray, From Ancient laws and rules that bound, / Freemasons in days renowned,            But would observe them truly. (On Yonder Book that Oath I took, etc. … as above and giving D-G and S. on the step of F.C. Degree)                                                                                  

3:

I swore to lead with generous care, / All those in sorrow hidden, A brother on the darkened square, / the mourners with disheveled hair,  The orphan doomed alas to stray, / Upon a rough and rugged way,           While tears gush forth unbidden. (On Yonder Book, etc. … giving D-G and S. on the step of M.M. Degree)

4:

The swore to deal in honesty, / With each true heart around me, That Honor … bright should ever be, / Unbroken bond ‘tween him and me, Nor wrong, nor guile, nor cruel fraud, / Should ever break the sacred cord, By which my vows have bound me.  (On Yonder Book, etc. … giving D-G of all three Degrees – one with each “this”)  

5: 

I swore the Portals close to guard, / Of the Masonic Temple, To rid the quarries of their dross, / To build each mystic wall across, With body perfect, upright heart, / And mind mature in moral art, In Precept and example.(On Yonder Book, etc. … pointing to Greater and Lesser Lights and letter “G” at each “this”)


6:

In swore the Chastity to guard, / Of woman, true and tender, Of Mason’s widow, wife or child, / His mother or sister, undefiled. To them I pledge a brother’s love, / By Him who rules the Lodge above,           To be a true defender.  (On Yonder Book, etc. …  giving Distress sign and one motion with each “this”)

7:

My Brother (or Brothers): / They are your Vows, be they your cares.  And may such aid be given, / In answer to your earnest prayer, That you may ever do and dare, / All that God’s gracious Laws enjoin.On yonder Book these Oaths we took, / And will we break them? Never! But stand by this, and this, and this, / Forever and forever. (Have candidates join with you in giving D-G and S on the step of all three degrees – one with each “this”) 

(Indiana Monitor and Freemason’s Guide, pp. 105-107)          

Life can often seem haphazard. Our limited perspective is illuminated by a concept in Christian scripture: "While we are on this side of the sun, we see dimly" (1 Corinthians 13:12). Perhaps one day we will expand our gaze beyond the limitations of the present. However, what we don't plan and what we don't expect may lead us precisely where we need to be. Action leads to clarity. Make a decision and take a step forward. Each day, diligently consult your personal "trestle board" - a list of tasks or goals. Labor is a form of prayer that reveals your true identity.

Floor work undeniably displays Masonic identity. As an eager Senior Steward at the time of these reflections, I sought guidance from an insightful Brother. "What could I do to support Lodge ritual?" I inquired. Council Oak Lodge #745 Past Master Mike Koziel directed me to "On Yonder Book."

My faith tells me such counsel was not a coincidence. Brother Mike is a serious man who cherishes Freemasonry. Did I know what was intended when I requested his advice? Of course not! But I am responsible for following such direction. Why else waste this good Brother's valuable time?

And so, I was given the honor of delivering "On Yonder Book." What lessons did this opportunity offer? I explored the verses and their imperatives. As a mental health professional, I was reminded of Erik Erikson's theory of psychosocial development, which maps stages of human growth along a "Level of Time." These stages are examined alongside Jewish liturgical passages. Prior to moving to Texas, I was an Indiana Mason and utilized the Indiana Ritual. I eagerly traversed Erikson's understandings applied through a fascinating Masonic lens and the insights of Dr. Saul McLeod.

Recall Stanza One. A new arrival encounters our Craft rather young in his Masonic journey. He faces "Trust vs. Mistrust." Here, child and candidate begin to develop and establish the ability to determine if they are safe or best be cautious. "Am I safe within myself and amongst others?"

As youngsters of age and Craft, we learn the ways and wiles of speech. Our focus is quite significant: "How shall we speak to others, more so, how do we speak to ourselves?" We recognize the tension and uncertainty beneath silence. Entered Apprentices have a new yet timely style of language to learn. Through delivery and acceptance of speech, we build community and hopefully, fraternal bonds as well. We move beyond self and self-absorption. The words of Arthur Schopenhauer resonate: "Everyman takes the limits of his own vision for the limits of the world." (Studies in Pessimism, Quotes by Arthur Schopenhauer)

According to Dr. McLeod's understanding, the child emerges from this stage with "Hope." This is what we intend for all new Brothers. Hope will inspire him to construct that unique Temple which is his best self. Likewise, the dutiful Mason claims a role in those domains which deserve and thus acquire his loyalty.

Stanza Two depicts tasks arising between candidate and Craft. We arrive at "Intimacy vs. Isolation." Civic consciousness is not a flaccid admission that others have needs. Civic accountability has no roots in mood nor its perpetuity maintained by opinion. Good men uphold citizenship as a duty. Obligations are avenues of opportunity. We embrace the world within. We discover zeal to participate in all that each sunrise reveals on a man's Trestle Board. Masons at Labor are Brothers at worship.

Freemasonry proclaims that to build within is to contribute outwardly. Chasidic Rabbis taught, "Human beings are God's language!" Divine Revelation may be as simply stated as honest professional duty buttressed by humane conduct.

While Speculatively Masonic by title and pronouncement, we possess an elaborate Operative heritage enshrining work as service and a way of life. One cannot be a Mason only in his head or his heart. Deeds are sacramental.

Through Dr. McLeod's insights, Erikson shapes authentic "Love" as a noun and verb. Masonry teaches that "Love" is not simply sentimentality. We are Brothers who gather through Divine injunctions expressed allegorically through Fellow Craft tools. We meet upon each Level. We act by every Plumb. We part upon our Square. Further, when the Lodge is dark, the Warden in the South keeps watch.                                   

Much in life appears haphazard. Our limited view is clarified by a notion in Christian Holy Writ for we read while this side of the sun we see but dimly. Perhaps one day we shall expand the gaze finitude restricts. However, what we do not plan and all we do not expect may lead us precisely where we need to be. Action leads to clarity. Make a decision and find a mirror. Duly search each day’s Trestle Board. Labor is prayer which discloses identity. 

Floor Work undeniably displays Masonic identity. As an eager Senior Steward at the time of these thoughts, I sought guidance of an insightful Brother, “What could I do to support Lodge Ritual?” Council Oak # 745 Past Master Mike Koziel directed me to “On Yonder Book.” 

My faith tells me such counsel was not happenstance. Brother Mike is a serious man who cherishes Masonry. Did I know what was intended when I requested his advice? Of course not! But I am response-able to such direction. Well else why waste this good Brother’s valuable time? 

And so, I was given the honor of delivering “On Yonder Book.” What lessons did this opportunity offer? I explored the verses and their imperatives. As a mental health professional, I was reminded Erikson plotted a trajectory of development along the Level of Time. These Stages are examined alongside Jewish liturgical passages. Prior to moving to Texas, I was a Hoosier Mason and drew upon Indiana Ritual. I eagerly traversed Erikson’s understandings applied through a fabulous Masonic reflection and the insights of Dr. Saul McLeod. 

Stanza Three confronts the inevitable: life's impermanence. Death is uncompromising; its arrival is certain. Masons model steadfastness in the face of this reality, honoring the fallen and supporting the bereaved. Erikson's "Integrity vs. Despair" challenges us to consider how our lives will be remembered.

Will our years intertwine like pillars supporting a grand structure? We hope wisdom characterizes our later decades. We strive to avoid the regret of wasted time. Erikson's "Generativity vs. Stagnation" prompts us to assess the meaningfulness of our actions. Have we lived with purpose or merely existed? This stage teaches the importance of care and compassion. By living fully, we avoid the bitterness of a life deemed insignificant.

"Care" and "Wisdom" echo Masonic and Biblical principles: support for widows and orphans. Selfishness is shortsighted. Egotism undermines true fulfillment. Wisdom, rooted in eternity, shapes character. It encourages selfless acts, transforming the rough edges of our being into a refined stone fitting within the eternal structure. The focus shifts from "me" to something greater.

Stanza Four emphasizes morality as society's binding force. The engaged Mason is no passive observer of others' behavior. Such a Mason shudders at indifference, recognizing it as a moral failing. He must actively participate in his community, a worthy member capable of offering a helping hand. To paraphrase a familiar Masonic saying, "Don't just talk about it; be about it!"

As young Masons, we learn that words have consequences. Our speech reflects our character and commitment to others. Can we truly trust those with whom we gather? Skillful rhetoric alone does not guarantee integrity. Actions, marked by decency, patience, and respect, are essential.

Erikson, as interpreted by Dr. McLeod, calls this "Fidelity." It arises from a conscious choice to live with integrity amidst life's challenges. Honor is Fidelity in action. Masonic life demands more than intellectual assent; it requires embodied practice. Stagnation occurs when we fail to translate thoughts into actions.

Meaningless years result from a lack of purpose and identity. Our response to adversity shapes our character and future actions. The Masonic principle "As Above, So Below" reminds us that our inner world reflects our outer life.

While often associated with adolescence, "Identity vs. Role Confusion" is a lifelong challenge for Masons. Honor is not a fleeting moment but a consistent choice. It requires commitment, maturity, and ethical behavior. Without honor, fidelity becomes mere pretense.

The military values of "Honor, Courage, and Commitment" align with Masonic ideals. These principles apply to all branches of the armed forces and their families. As Masons and citizens, we strive to embody fidelity as taught in the Entered Apprentice Degree. Through character and craft, we rise above our base instincts. 

Stanza Five tackles "Autonomy vs. Shame and Doubt." Shame loses its power when we embrace truth, regardless of age. Masonic autonomy is not anarchy. Our Book of Genesis depicts the triumph of order over chaos, the healing of a broken cosmos.

Our status as God's children is validated by using our compasses to restrain desires and channel passions. Through honest work, we become worthy citizens. We remove emotional hindrances that impede our growth and talents.

As Masons of faith, we acknowledge our Grand Benefactor and uphold freedom of conscience. Each Mason has the right and duty to deepen their connection with the divine. Neglecting this covenant weakens our skills and can harm others.

These abilities emerge under the guidance of our Grand Architect. Stanza Five emphasizes self-governance over mind and body. We hone our skills to navigate life's journey. We follow the admonition to walk uprightly through life's various stages.

Even in private struggles, our choices reveal the core of our character. Every Mason is obligated to build their own inner sanctum, a source of strength for themselves and those who rely on them. This duty applies to all roles we play, be it father, spouse, brother, businessman, coach, parishioner, or volunteer. We are constantly observed in these civic duties.

Our choices, big or small, point to our "Will." We harness this will to overcome hidden pain and face our inner demons. For the Mason, Freemasonry is more about self-reflection than social status or grandeur. "Worldly wealth and honors" do not reveal the essence of a soul.

Judaism's morning liturgy, Asher Yatzar, views the human body as architecture. As Masons bound by scripture, we can learn from how Jeremiah begins his writings: God shapes us, just as Freemasonry shapes character.

Before birth, each life is conceived with intention. We enter this world to contribute meaningful deeds and leave it a better place. We are heirs to Hiram Abiff, whose station in the Grand South represented beauty. We emulate him for our own spiritual benefit.

Our morning prayers express gratitude for health and acknowledge our civic responsibilities. One phrase suggests: without order and purpose, we wouldn't be able to stand before God. This translates to communal accountability and personal decency.

Physical well-being supports spiritual and emotional strength. We strive to be humble workers on projects that transcend our lifetimes. Though impermanent, our service has meaning. We don't need to know the ultimate outcome of serving a higher power.

Antigonus of Socho teaches us to serve not for reward, but out of a sense of duty and reverence. We are called to act, regardless of the outcome. We serve a boundless purpose. This is our "Will," our intention.

Modern culture often fails to cultivate the three human dimensions that Freemasonry emphasizes: Will, Intention, and Purpose. Trite distractions and entertainment can lead to complacency. As Masons, we seek meaning beyond fleeting amusement. This must be our unwavering commitment.

Scottish Rite terminology, with its "Lodge of Perfection," can be misleading to modern ears dulled by superficiality. How can a Lodge claim "perfection" yet require a pledge of fidelity?

Let's use history to move forward! Hebrew sheds light on the concept of "perfection." Unlike English, it allows for a more nuanced understanding. In older languages, "perfection" is closer to "wholeness" or "completion." As Masons, we strive to attract God's attention to our endeavors, inspired by the divine presence within each of us. Freemasonry upholds freedom of conscience in this pursuit.

These attributes – zeal of mind, body, and morality – combine in our service to God. We admire not the "perfect" ashlar, but the process of transforming a rough stone. Freemasonry values artisans who see their work not just as production, but as a transformative journey.

Stanza Six emphasizes truthfulness. Courage falters without honesty. Just as Pharaoh's heart hardened, so too can ours when we prioritize social acceptance over integrity. Empty popularity offers no true reward. Do we seek the approval of Caesar or Heaven? What does our Masonic level truly symbolize?

A life built on sacrificing self-respect for fleeting approval leads to regret. Temporary fame provides no lasting foundation for pride. While chivalry might seem outdated, it embodies essential virtues. Erikson's "Industry vs. Inferiority" challenges us to build a strong sense of self. Strong values guide our actions and lead to fulfilling work. Those who choose otherwise risk a life of mediocrity.

True manhood requires fortitude, not force. Masons are present and engaged, but sometimes silence is the best response. Circumstances may demand action over words. Authentic competence protects the dignity of all.

It is not enough to simply speak out against abuse; we must actively prevent it. Women deserve true brotherhood from all men, especially Masons. A good man upholds the principles of Stanza Six. I embrace this traditional ethos as essential.

Upright Masons experience courage as more than mere strength. It arises from overcoming self-centeredness and embracing intimacy. We prioritize the well-being of others. Our enemies are those who undermine democracy and oppress the innocent. Masonic love transcends mere physical attraction. It is a commitment to the sanctity of others.

This stanza's core is love, as taught by Erikson. We move beyond self-focus and dedicate ourselves to the well-being of others. Defending innocence may risk our reputation or even our lives, but true worth is measured by immortality, following the example of Hiram Abiff.

Stanza Seven highlights the importance of purpose. We gather to support our newly raised Brother, recognizing the significance of every life. Erikson's "Initiative vs. Guilt" encourages us to take action and contribute to worthy causes. Hesitation and inaction lead to regret and self-doubt.

The Master Mason degree marks a soul's journey toward fulfillment. While the newly raised Mason may not fully grasp this transformation, it occurs within the sacred space of the Lodge. We support this growth, witnessing a rebirth of sorts. The focus remains on the individual and their personal journey.

We may wonder about the ultimate outcome of our efforts, but self-centeredness hinders our progress. Hiram Abiff's legacy exemplifies the importance of character over fame. Our Masonic journey may not yield immediate recognition, but our actions lay the foundation for future generations.

Can our work impact those who come after us? Can our daily actions resonate through centuries? While these possibilities are inspiring, our primary focus is the work at hand. Serving for the sake of serving is its own reward. We must overcome childish impulses and climb the Masonic ladder, even when it is challenging.

Self-discovery emerges as we face life's challenges. Doubt and indecision may arise, but perseverance is key. Like our Grand Master, we may encounter setbacks, but we press forward. Our actions contribute to a better society and a stronger self. Freemasonry lifts the human spirit, regardless of external rewards. Our "secrets" protect the sacredness of our inner journey. True recognition comes from within and from a higher power.

Our Craft guides us toward a fulfilling life. We must act, not just think or feel. As builders, we use the tools provided to create a life of meaning and purpose. Our efforts may face challenges, but they ultimately lead to a richer existence. We are called to inspire noble deeds and greater achievements. So Mote It Be!

~SP

Steven M. Leapman was raised in 1996 at what was then Blackmer # 442 in San Diego, CA when serving as a Navy Chaplain. He sees himself as a “returned Mason” come home to active participation in Masonry through MW John R. Heisner Lodge #442. He joined Council Oak Lodge # 745 in South Bend, IN serving as Junior Warden when in 2021 he and his wife moved to San Antonio, TX. There he was warmly welcomed into the Masonic community once again and has become a member of Davy Crockett # 1225 where he serves as Lodge Chaplain. He also serves as Senior Deacon at Antonio’s Triune # 15. He is a member of Northern Masonic Jurisdiction and Southern Masonic Jurisdiction as a 32d Degree Mason. As a member of the San Antonio Scottish Rite community has served as Degree Master for Prince of The Tabernacle 24th Degree and supports the presentation of other degrees during Reunions. He actively attends monthly Continuing Masonic Education Zoom sessions and hopes to write deserving reflections on our beloved Craft. Brother Steve attended American University in Washington, DC in 1981 and 1984 earning degrees in Literature. He attended Hebrew Union College – Jewish Institute of Religion where in 1990 he graduated with a Master’s in Hebrew Letters (MHL) and was ordained a Rabbi in Cincinnati, OH in 1991. Brother Steve served in the US Navy/ USMC Chaplaincy from 1993-2000. Later he returned to the military community as a mental health professional with the Veterans Administration in Indiana and Texas. He graduated from Indiana University South Bend in 2008. He has been involved with Civilian and Military/Veterans’ Care since then.

Warily Unaware

by Midnight Freemason Guest Contributor
Bro.Steve Leapman


Blessed art Thou, O Lord our God, Ruler of the Universe, Who has given us the mind and heart to distinguish between night and day!  - taken from pp. 18-19 The Complete Artscroll Siddur, Mesorah Publications, 1984 / 2001 & with this writer’s adaptation


O wad some Power the giftie gie us / To see oursels as ithers see us!  Such a power or ability would save us a lot of bother and foolish notions; … from “To a Louse by Brother Robert Burns https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/To_a_Louse


Sometimes we don’t realize the force of a moment until it is passed. I place my ego on the sidelines and acknowledge this happens far more often than I wish to admit. Yet, I also believe Masonry’s practices and principles hone my awareness. Through Masonry, I may live a life of response, not reaction. Each moment and every day awaits us as Masons for we actively attend those 24 hours. We honor them in our very first Degree through the Common Gauge. We are not to be workmen whose greatest load is the annual dues card carried in our wallets. 

The rough ashlar is an ample allusion in assisting our cultivation of skills for the journey from novice to artisan. An actively aware Mason studies his progress from Initiate to Mason; wakefulness of your years is not to trifle with your feelings but to fortify you for purpose with perspective. This acuity does not arise from a life devoid of curiosity. “Actively aware Masonry” is but a synonym for willful dedication. The actively aware Mason cannot evade a keen sense of duty which compels him to act to heal a fractured world. The obtuse life is not well suited to an actively aware Mason. 

The stone that needs shaping is a sufficient metaphor for those traits we polish to adorn character. I wish to speak on this gift of “awareness.” The well-honored passage by Brother Burns bespeaks the blessed knowledge of how we are seen. The ancient rabbinic petition praises God for gifts of intellect and soul allowing each of us to make distinctions in the natural domain and amidst those timeless realms of sanctity and morality. 

One is justified to assert Freemasonry’s call to Character mandates Duty. Such is the Faithful Breast obedient to the Attentive Ear. To hear the Word is to convert Speculative awareness to Life’s redemptive Labor. Inner qualifications now recommend external quantifications. Actively aware Masons acquire merits. They apply the Soul’s insights realized through action. 

Neither “intentions” nor “preoccupations” fit the bill. Masonry is after all a Craft. Each Brother daily turns to his Trestle-Board in search of that day’s revealed hence required service. “Required?” Really? Certainly so!

There are certainties beyond our minds and opinions. Masonry enthusiastically welcomes each man’s explorations. Neither Operative nor Speculative Masons can build without absolutes and standards.

This has ramifications Mason's risk at grave peril. When or where, why, or how Masonry concedes God is limited to human “suggestions” or what we “feel” “comfortable with” a question arises to confront the intellectually honest Mason. Can such an Architect be “Grand?” If so, what of we who invoke such Grandeur? 

No! To abandon absolutes is to abandon Geometry itself let alone The Grand Geometrician honored in the Opening Prayer for the Fellowcraft Lodge. Contemporary Masons have no right to remove Deity from the Trestle-Board to which we turn if we evict a Deity why retain obligations? Eroding The Presence is the cost of such concessions. It is why many never return once Raised. They have not been aroused by Awe! They are bereft of Reverence. 

As each labors in community and toils in the care of kin we evolve within as men humbly but confidently aware of the Fatherhood of God. Granted, our semantics vary as they should in a Free Society. Our theology is personal. Our faith must be well-founded. No policy nor marketing scheme can promise this.

A Freemasonry that deserves to endure as our lasting legacy is not about giving away this shiny pin, that ribbon, a badge, a hat, or a title. Imagine explaining to a Medieval Stone Mason, whose grandchildren might see a Cathedral begun by a great-grandparent, that in four or five centuries you only need to spend one day to become a Master Mason and pick up Scottish Rite to boot, breakfast and lunch included! Actively aware Masons are not first and foremost charity workers or case managers. We are not here to gather numbers but to gain the Numinous. The reward of truly Masonic Life is to live in Masonic Light. 

We dare not waste precious moments or material demeaning ourselves and our spirits amidst one-day classes. Our Operative Ancients honed the patience of centuries as they assembled Sanctuaries still inspirational today. Neither Wisdom nor Strength nor Beauty are overnighted to our doorsteps by Amazon Prime! Authentically aware Masonic workmanship exhibits an attention to detail we meagerly comprehend in our age of Internet and Instant Messages.  

Just as the fires of a well-tended domestic hearth comfort all therein, the glow of Divine Glory within man’s sacred privacies fosters healing. Thus, as actively aware Masons, we display resolve when Honor is called to step forward. An authentic Mason is a man aware of who he is and more so Whose he is! A man who is Masonically aware, is one whose behaviors are dignified and dignifying. 

One may know our ceremonies and esoteric forms letter, syllable, and word yet conduct himself so shamefully, belittle other men and Masons so shamelessly as to nullify all the nuances of our beautiful rituals and inspirational rites. Titles shall not hide truths daily demeanor depicts beyond doubt. Are we aware there must be little if any gap between word and deed? Our character marks our figure beyond equivocation or mental evasion. 

 A man must emulate that refined awareness of self and centeredness of soul Grand Master Hiram Abiff displayed. On the day he gave fully of himself he faced danger without warning nor hesitation. Those clarities which crisis coalesced in his soul were beyond doubt. GMHA would neither suffer degradation nor diminishment when conscience called out. 

No conscientious Mason sets to his labors in a frenzy. To do this would present a case study in passions run amok. Had our ancient Operative Brethren done so they would not have found ready steady employment. The Cathedrals we cherish today would have collapsed long ago. Lethargy nor shoddiness allow us to cement Living Stones. 

The Compasses serve to circumscribe zeal as they focus on productive ambition. Indeed, man's passions unrestrained breed destruction. Forceful barbarism would never have been able to destroy what could never been built had idleness forestalled Solomon’s plans and deterred King David’s dream. A life without purposeful awareness is the grip and word for entropy.

It is the astutely aware Speculative worker whose edifices we enjoy and cherish. Once the heat of effect cools we find time, space, and place for the Grammar, Rhetoric, and Logic intrinsic to the Fellowcraft Degree, its mindset, and our way of life.  We must abandon the woeful immaturity that St. Paul recognized as an encumbrance of growth. 

Those possessing such silliness are not sufficient to pass through our West Gate. Real men of worth, merit, nobility, and character disdain being “marketed!” One cannot sheep-steal souls! Those easily distracted or eventually disinterested will wander in and soon off. Talk about “off or from!” Watch for it! Wait for it! Masons and Masonry must be honest with and within ourselves. When we are unaware of our proximity to Truth we endanger this Grand Fraternity.  

Let us choose otherwise. Let us choose wisely. Let us be actively aware. As Masons we ask, seek, and knock to be molded and guided, taught and inspired by men of dignity, centeredness, and at peace with themselves for they are at peace with their God. As Traveling Men, we tread lightly yet confidently beyond denomination or dogma, unconcerned with political positions and polling. 

What then are our labors? Better question: How then, can we determine what tasks should earn our energy. As Masons, who are actively aware, we see our task beyond doubt is to focus on the soul’s maturity cut, squared, and valued over time. This is why men finally vocalize to a trusted friend or relative, “I think that I’d like to be a Mason! What do I do? Who do I talk to?” 

It is this passion, which we form as the clay from which each individually worthy and well-qualified Brother journeys towards his East. This is the work and worth of an actively aware Mason. We are not some puerile “frat” best suited to an adolescent’s nonage. Rather, Masons await a man’s nascent adulthood as acuity sharpens. As adolescence recedes Moral Geometry guides the emerging adult. The Speculative Astronomy of the Fellowcraft Degree presents stars to steer by. “Active awareness” expands. We navigate by the “G” not by impulsivity.  

Not everyone should seek that vaunted recommendation. As we have bemoaned a lack of readiness at Life’s earliest days, so too one impaired by an aged psyche, experiencing a dotage far less of years than of yearnings. Complacency has constricted one’s morality. The pulse of Life has slowed. Hearts and mentality harden. 

Such souls emulate Exodus’ Pharoah or the unfairly indicted “Pharisees!” No, these were hollow men who lost their mission. Such capitulations to compromise or kings besmirch every ethnicity, era, culture, and cause. It is fallacious anti-Semitism to assign this trait to any singular tribe, certainly not my own. Masonry will demean no man’s religion, dictate no man’s religiosity, and certainly not belittle any man’s faith. Actively aware Masons are Geometrically Correct. 

These “authorities” in truth were far less than valid nor reliable. They were far less sages than stultified minions of institutions collapsed by their betrayals of original intent. We see them vibrant and repugnant today as then! Pray God one’s own soul does not imitate their folly.

Freemasonry’s enterprise is the development of a man’s finest essence. Freemasonry will not surrender to social correctness for we are neither primarily nor preferentially “social.” Masonry is about the man, the citizen, the adult member of his country and culture.

Unaware and toting vices and superfluities of an image, business connections, pins, garlands, lapels, and letterheads, we might balloon numbers. However, these men are soon gone with the winds of disciplined commitment, vital proficiencies, Floor Schools, individual study, and personal prayer. Is this nothing other than a denial of Godliness if not God of which our teachings warn? One seeks Masonry as it appeals, promises profits, and promotes sales! How sorrowful. How blindly empty. How fatal a plague.

The refusal to recognize or revere Our Creator deludes one. He anoints himself as the measure and maker of individual Destiny. Intentional? Probably not! Yet it is detrimental. This is to live as a libertine. Lusts seize tightly the helm aboard the ship of soul. One lives unaware moving hither and thither, helter-skelter through darkness derived the Light Masons revere to illuminate our travels.  Such an unaware soul paves no trail. He stumbles upon it. 

Well, if “awareness” is crucial state it plainly! Did “awareness” as a virtue and trait get lost in the turmoil during those closing moments of Hiram’s life? Maybe! It was a heinous murder! Though wretched chaos was rampant Solomon ruled. Actively aware Masons buttress the narrative of our Grand Master’s death. As we study Masonry we are not literalists. Our search for Wise Awareness depicts a laudable pursuit. Hiram was a servant of his awareness. He told the assailants, “Better my mortality than your morality!” 

“Active awareness” redeems the atrocity of Hiram’s last moments. Did it tumble away dropped due to a “nerveless grasp? Where is “awareness” listed amongst our Tools? Why doesn’t it appear in the “Furniture of the Lodge?” Can a Mason be authentically Masonic lacking attention to detail, dull to curiosity, or decision-making? Can one be an evolved Mason when only reactive to circumstances? Our charges envision an educated, reflective, involved, and decisively participatory citizen. Such is one aware! Masonry fosters this!

The Masons we wish to find and refine, retain, and become make “active awareness” a prized “internal qualification” one-day programs cannot guarantee. We must advance our capacity to do what our Lodge Secretary accomplishes when he makes a “correct record of all things proper to be written,” as he will “carefully observe the proceedings of the Lodge.”  (Texas Monitor 2023, page 160). 

Post-Script: Now it applies to me and my duty to see! 

Two fine men and exemplary Masons have shown and taught me the impeccable wisdom of The Fellowcraft Lecture. PM Dave Wood of South Bend IN’s Council Oak #745 and JW Kirk Otto of San Antonio’s Perfect Union # 10 are these teachers. Though they have never met their passion for our Craft compels me. In their honor, I learned the Texas Fellowcraft Lecture. I gave it one evening at Triune # 15 here in San Antonio. 

Texas ritual places the delivery of that exquisite prose in the East. The Brother rendering this Lecture is expected to duly use and properly deploy The Gavel. At the point where the WM gathers The Lodge to rise to glorify Deity, I did my duty. I never until this moment “gaveled the Lodge up” as we say here in Southern Texas. So eager to enact the ritual respectfully I was obtuse to my own experience. 

An entire day passed before I realized I had never stood in the East in this fashion. I needed a few days for my ego to surrender to my mind and then onward to my soul. The significance those moments held for me linked me to my father and a man whose years in this life have passed yet his legacy reaches into my days and decisions.  

Once home I pondered the gavel owned and used by Dad’s best friend PM Jack Lawson who in 1977 stood in the East at Abraham C. Treichler # 682 in Elizabethtown, PA. This gavel now rests with esteem in my home. Brother Lawson and his Blue Lodge line are photographed as another heirloom preserved on the wall of the room where I type these words. 

Dad was a local merchant. Decades after Dad and PM Lawson entered the Celestial Lodge I learned a secret. It was my Dad who supplied and engraved the gavels many years ago for Abraham C. Treichler # 682 of the Grand Lodge of Pennsylvania. 

I thank God for the gift of awareness. I thank God for a dawning sense of my ability to contribute. I thank God for how awareness evolves for our Masonry provides implements as metaphors to instruct our expansion of perception.  

I am observant of my time to serve. I am aware of Whom I ultimately serve. It may be in The East, yet I must be in The Lodge we each necessarily build daily. I humbly ponder the photo of Brother Jack. I consider the lessons of word and work he imparted to his officers, Dad, and me. 

Masonry helps me pay my finest attention. To “pay” is to render one’s due share. Masonry beckons me: Cultivate the best man I hope to be. Perhaps I will honor my father and PM Jack as they blessed me. Jack would not reveal any secrets but once he tried to share the Craft he loved so well and loyally! He smiled at me saying fondly, “Stevie, there’s a lot of the Bible in Masonry!”

~SC

Steven M. Leapman was raised in 1996 at what was then Blackmer # 442 in San Diego, CA when serving as a Navy Chaplain. He sees himself as a “returned Mason” come home to active participation in Masonry through MW John R. Heisner Lodge #442. He joined Council Oak Lodge # 745 in South Bend, IN serving as Junior Warden when in 2021 he and his wife moved to San Antonio, TX. There he was warmly welcomed into the Masonic community once again and has become a member of Davy Crockett # 1225 where he serves as Lodge Chaplain. He also serves as Senior Deacon at Antonio’s Triune # 15. He is a member of Northern Masonic Jurisdiction and Southern Masonic Jurisdiction as a 32d Degree Mason. As a member of the San Antonio Scottish Rite community has served as Degree Master for Prince of The Tabernacle 24th Degree and supports the presentation of other degrees during Reunions. He actively attends monthly Continuing Masonic Education Zoom sessions and hopes to write deserving reflections on our beloved Craft. Brother Steve attended American University in Washington, DC in 1981 and 1984 earning degrees in Literature. He attended Hebrew Union College – Jewish Institute of Religion where in 1990 he graduated with a Master’s in Hebrew Letters (MHL) and was ordained a Rabbi in Cincinnati, OH in 1991. Brother Steve served in the US Navy/ USMC Chaplaincy from 1993-2000. Later he returned to the military community as a mental health professional with the Veterans Administration in Indiana and Texas. He graduated from Indiana University South Bend in 2008. He has been involved with Civilian and Military/Veterans’ Care since then.